Bishop began winding down the joint part of her 3 January
1962 letter to Aunts Grace and Mary with a brief account about the state of
things in Brazil.
She first noted that “Lota is hard at work again,” on the big park project,
though Bishop also observed that “nothing much happened while she was away.”
Then “Poor Brazil” comes into the equation. Bishop described it as “in awful
shape.” The best way she felt she could convey the situation to her aunts was a
rather indelicate joke, revealing that as fastidious as Mary was and as
respectable as Grace was, Bishop felt that both women wouldn’t mind a bit of
off-colour, though she presents it in as discreet a way as possible.
Bishop began this “favourite joke at present …. a very Portuguese
joke,” in a classic way: “two men talking to each other about the situation,
very gloomy.” Finally, one of them “says to the other — ‘Well, times are so bad
— we’re all going to end up eating sh-t.’” Of course, the punch line is: “The
other replies, ‘Yes — and there isn’t even enough sh-t to go around.’”
{Check out this link to a wonderful b&w, 8 minute film about Rio in 1962. I was fascinated by the whole thing. This profile of Rio hardly make it looks “awful,” but rather shows
quite a glamorous city. Watch to the end, and you will see why I’ve chosen the more recent images below. Great to get a sense
of the atmosphere there in that year.}
(Iconic Rio in 1999. Photo by Sandra Barry.)
After having been in Samambaia for Christmas, Bishop told
her aunts that they can gone “to Rio — Jan 2nd
— and I got 2 letter from Aunt Grace.” This explains how Bishop learned that
Grace had feared she had been on the airplane that crashed late the previous
year. One of these letters was “dated Dec 10th and one on the 17th.” That she
was only now getting them proved “how slow the mails still are.” However, she
defended her adopted country by noting, “I really think that’s YOUR ‘rush’ not
Brasil’s fault for once.” She had also received one from Aunt Mary “dated the
27th,” which was a more “normal time” coming.
One of Grace’s letters revealed something Bishop did not
know: “I didn’t think you had a telephone, Aunt Grace, in G V.” So she had
missed not only a trip to Nova Scotia,
but an easier chance to talk to her aunt, on the phone. All this made her
wistful again about not following through on the one thing she really wanted to
do: “I am so terribly sorry not to have got there [Nova Scotia].” Wishing she had had “a little more time,” and
second guessing herself, she continued that if she “hadn’t gone to see Mr
Blum,” she “bet he could have fixed it up with the income tax people afterwards!”
But in the moment, in the context of the book work, Bishop did not have time to
think out the all possibilities.
The final short paragraph of this joint part of her letter ended
with a few final updates. After asking her aunts to “please give my love to
everyone,” she noted that she was “going to call on Elizabeth [Naudin] this
afternoon, I think.” Then she reported that she had been sick for “three days …
last week” with “bronchitis, coughing my head off.” But she was planning to go
out anyway, even though it was “fearfully hot.” In the midst of all the
domestic troubles and struggles, she finished her joint letter on a positive
note, telling Mary particularly that “at least I earned enough money to paint
this apartment … we’re going to start right away.” Mary would know first hand
how much the painting was needed. Her “much love to you both and Happy New
Year” was typed vertically on the thin left margin because the next page was
for only Grace. As she “add[ed] a bit more just for” Grace, she noted that her
favourite aunt would now understand “why I am sending you the carbon — it is
clearer than the 1st copy.” Before getting to the real reason for the separate
Grace-only part, Bishop explained that the carbon was clearer than the original
letter because “I need a new ribbon.” It is apparent even in the photocopy that
the addition is more faded in the photocopy of the carbon, clearly revealing
the ribbon issue.
Further more, Bishop reiterated that she “must hurry out to
pay the gas and light bills before the office closes down.” This office was
“away on the other side of the city.” It was a “special office, because no one
paid” the bills while they “were away, and now they are threatening to cut off
the service.” One of the practical issues was that they could not use “checks,” which would have
made “life so much easier.” Checks were used “for some things, but just between
friends, apparently — not for bills or utilities.”
Ultimately, Bishop’s reason for the separate section was to
“gossip about Mary and her family.” But before she got to that subject, she got
side-tracked with more reiterations and catching up with things Grace had
written. These diversions will comprise the next post.
(To prove I was actually in Rio in September 1999,
here is me standing beneath that breath-taking statue with
N.S. poet Brian Barlett, left, and Bishop scholar Gary Fountain, centre.)
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