Just over a month had passed when Bishop wrote her next
letter to Grace, dated 26 July 1961. Lota’s new job with the park had taken
them to Rio shortly after Bishop had written her previous letter and she
reported, “We are still in Rio — three weeks
at this stretch.” This letter was triggered by one Bishop finally received from
her aunt, dated 14 July, which had arrived in Petrópolis on the 22nd (not too
bad considering the distance). “A friend brought down some accumulated mail,”
and Bishop was alarmed enough by Grace’s news to respond as soon as it came to
hand.
What concerned Bishop was a report that Grace had had an
operation. Just what the reason was for such an intervention is not clear, but
Bishop’s “These damned lumps and things,” hint of some sort of cyst or growth.
Her concern came out further in a frustrated observation: “What a nuisance the
female … body is …” Fortunately, it appears to have been benign: “From what you
say, it doesn’t sound too bad, but I hope you aren’t being brave!” Bishop knew
how stoic her aunt was. By this time, she “hope[d] to goodness it is all over
and everything is all right.” She reported that they were “going home again at
last on the 28th, day after tomorrow, and so maybe I’ll find a letter from you
or Phyllis,” at the post office.
As serious as this report was, Grace had also offered the
cheerier news that all was well with “the new baby,” meaning Phyllis’s third
child, Miriam. Miriam had two older brothers, Wallace and David, who clearly
doted on their sister, to which Bishop responded, “isn’t it nice when the older
children are crazy about the baby like that.” She then gave an account about
“our friend here who has twelve [children]”: “the two little ones are
both mad about babies and one day I saw them almost tearing the cook’s … baby
apart — they both wanted to hold it at the same time.” This tugging, Bishop
reported, did not bother the infant in question in the least: “the baby was
lying placidly on the sofa, sucking a pacifier, not minding at all.”
This talk of babies reminded Bishop, of course, of “Monica,”
and she told Grace that while it was “not very original of me to say so … we do
miss [her] … dreadfully, after seeing her every day.” Bishop especially missed
her “always grinning” good nature. When Mary Morse left for New York, Bishop noted, Monica “had two
teeth and was sitting up.” Bishop hoped that they would be “back in September.”
The next paragraph of this fulsome letter turned to a subject
that was clearly beginning to preoccupy Bishop in a serious way — the book
about Brazil
that she had mentioned in the previous letter. Even as Bishop remained
ambivalent and conflicted about this project, she took it on, perhaps partly
because Lota had become so busy and preoccupied with the big park project.
Bishop was starting to feel some grief over losing the quiet time at the house
in Samambaia, so perhaps she decided that it might help her to be occupied
during the long weeks in Rio.
Bishop reminded her aunt that she “got a grant for ‘foreign
travel’ — to be used this year and/or next — but because of Lota’s job we
decided to stay put this year, and I’m just hoarding it for the time being.”
This segued into confirming to her aunt that “now I’ve taken on a job, too.”
Sometime in the intervening month, Bishop had agreed to the Brazil book,
but, as she confessed to Grace, “[I] almost wish I hadn’t, it’s such a
headache.”
She described its parameters: “LIFE magazine asked me to
write the text of a small book on Brazil.” She noted it was part of
“a series … each a different country.” Right from the start she was under no
illusion about its value: “Probably no one reads the text, anyway, just looks
at the photographs.” She observed that the visual component of these books “are
wonderful, usually.” But declared outright: “that kind of writing is hard for
me to do.” She was expected “to cover the whole country — history, economics,
geography, arts, sports — everything, even if superficially.” A daunting
task even for a seasoned scholar, which Bishop was surely not.
(The Author's bio inside the Life World Library's Brazil.)
Bishop was not behind the bush about why she choose to take
on this task: “they will pay well, and also pay for three weeks in NY to work
on it with them [the editors] — and the plane fare.” It was serious money, so
she decided, perhaps against her better judgement, that she “might as well
tackle it.”
Not only did she have doubts about her ability to pull it
off, and of the value of this kind of writing, she also observed that she
didn’t “like the magazine and don’t like them much,” regarding “them” as
“high-pressure salesmen types.” In the end, “I am doing it for the money.”
Period. She did weakly aver that she knew “a lot about Brazil by now, of course, willy
nilly.” Not the most confident of assertions.
The other big incentive was that trip to New York, which she hoped might happen “in
October,” with the possibility that she “MIGHT get to N.S. too.” At this point,
she paused to wonder if she hadn’t “already told you all of this … forgive me
if I have.”
Getting to the US also meant that she might also
be able to go “see Aunt Florence, without warning, to try to find out what’s
going on.” This next subject and other family matters interjected themselves
and the Brazil
book receded for a couple of paragraphs. The next post will take up these
family issues.
The writing of the “Life World Library” book about Brazil
and the upsetting editing process that ensued has become (in)famous in Bishop
lore. The reasons we do anything are often complex, and especially so for
something as significant as writing a book. All the reasons Bishop stated to
her aunt must be taken at face value and she was certainly not apologetic for
the primary one: money; but her ambivalence and conflict, present from the
beginning, laid a foundation for an unsettling and, in the end, unsatisfying
effort.
Bishop did not seek out the work, but the timing of this
unbidden offer was important. It presented itself just as Lota was becoming
immersed in the park job, purposeful work on a major development that had not
only implications for Rio but also for the
whole nation. In that moment, Elizabeth and Lota did not know how consuming the
park would become, but Bishop somehow sensed that a shift was happening and the
sudden appearance of such an offer perhaps seemed like a sign. Because her
serious writing (especially poems) took so long to manifest, this “busy work”
would be a way of demonstrating her interest in her adopted country and a way
to occupy herself in the midst of the work swiftly consuming Lota. The
psychology behind her decision was not as simple as “I’m doing it for the money,”
but whatever the deeper reasons, accepting the offer was not an especially good
decision.
Benjamin Moser writes insightfully about the results of an effort
that, it could be argued, was a mistake on Bishop’s part; but at the time (even
with her reservations), Bishop took it on and did the best she could. What
happened to this strange anomaly in Bishop’s oeuvre after her death is not on her. Scholars have their own
agendas. We all do things in the moment that we later regret and would rather
forget, all part of being human. Bishop lived in Brazil
for over five years after Brazil
was published in 1962. One wonders how many people she told about it, except to
complain. She sent copies to a few friends with some corrections made in the
margins; but once the deed was done, Bishop turned quickly to other things,
putting the unpleasant experience behind her.
Bishop instructed the Time-Life editors to send a copy to
Grace (perhaps she thought the grandchildren would enjoy looking at the
pictures). Unlike all the other books she sent to her aunt and cousin, which
were lovingly inscribed, Bishop did not sign this copy; rather it arrived with
an impersonal card with a printed inscription: “With compliments Elizabeth
Bishop Time Inc. Book Division.” Decades ago, I found a copy of this ubiquitous
book in a used bookstore in Halifax.
I confess that I have only looked at the pictures! Her frustration with the
whole experience is well-known among Bishop scholars. I just never took the
time to read it. I know so little about Brazil, that I would not be able to
identify the issues. Even so, I should read it one of these days.
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